Somewhat-Blogger, Me

Apr 25

It Used To Be

It used to be I was friendly to everyone.

It used to be I could talk to anyone.

It used to be I didn’t care whether some certain guy liked me or not.

It used to be there was no drama at the lunch table.

It used to be going through entire WEEKS without regreting one thing.

It used to be not complicated.

It used to be possible to have a chance.

It used to be I could go hang out with a larger group of people.

It used to be our group was all together.

It used to be our group never failing to listen to each other.

It used to be I never felt like the outcast.

It used to be there was no gossip.

It used to be that we all liked each other.

It used to be the busride to Walk 2 Moons,

And the Movie Theater to see The Woman In Black,

And going downtown with different people every weekend,

And never looking back once, never gossiping about each other.

It used to be fun.

It used to feel free.

It used to be not just memories.

It used to be reality.

The worst part is nobody understands how much I miss the beginning of the year…

  1. steven147 said: Ok? The beginning of the school year or 2012 I hate them both… Middle school sucks
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